2006-12-18 - 12:59 p.m.
Sunday The 17th Of December 2006 Was An Amazin Night. Seeing Yasmin again, especially when my parents first decission was a no. Im glad they chose to differ :) She just unpacked and watched a dvd that we saw before (Bollocks Did We! :P). We had a nice relaxing night, which i wish we could do everynight, but Yasmin would get bored. I just wish i was with her all the time.
Like Today, Im in the process of jealous and boredom, Jealousy probably brought on the boredem. She went to Dundee With Chris. Totally jealous, and i keep on texting her, which is probably pissing her off. And i can imagine there both pissed of at me. I don't care, Im actually pretty proud of myself this morning how i took it when he came round. I couldnt exactly say get out but yeah. But yeah, shes in dundee as i type looking for a present for me. I just want her to come back now... lol. The plan was back at half 1. But yeah, She rung me just then saying, shes quite late. So yeah, And just as she was hanging up, i heard chris speak straight after, So Now im paranoid he's speakin about me again (Bad not good.)
Such a big hurdle... To be honest, shes given me the present aready. Just Yasmin Being Here In My House, Thats More then enough. Love her to pieces, All last night i just wanted to hold her all night... And When i had to go in the other room, i just fuckin cried :| Put me to sleep faster and less time to think about it....
When She Got Of The Train Yesterday (When I found her..) She Looked Beautiful. I love all her clothes, her style. Shame about her shitty suitcase! ha. And then just coming downt he stairs, all my mates was there... That pissed me off, And they probably all knew it. And then i thought Yasmin texted him to say meet me or something, So I Though she knew it. And how she total jumped on him aswell... Didnt get none of that... She Said Sorry Anyway, Not that she needs too. I just though like, Your came to see me and he got a big hug. Oh Shut Up Scott, Making a bigger deal of something then what it aready is...
Back To Good Old Times Last Night, Masarges. Like a bonding session kind of thing, Not that we need to bond, Just like time you treasure. Wel I do Anyway. My hands all along her back, I just love having my hands on her body, Not being pervy. But Im dead touchy feely again, And she probably hates it (Hasnt said anything yet..) Kept Staring at her last night, Not staring, Just Admiring. She has the most prettiest Eyes.
Lets Just Hope The next Hour or Two, Or 3!.. Goes Fast. It's torture... :)
Love Yasmin Elizabth Willerton More Then Ever...
